Me that like look Joshua like my son my. Good boy um like like you will get. Through this no matter what because I. Know you like I know that you’re a good. Filmmaker and I know that you’re someone. Who will get what he wants and make sure. It happens because he cares about things. And that kind of stuck with me and I. Kind of took that on when overcoming. That’s My Awesome Grandson Out There Shirt – Moteefe Like a bunch of other challenges then my. Grandfather passed away like a week and.
A half before production after he passed. Away and right before my shoot it really. Really really crushed me and I did not. Know what to do at all I did take steps. Back and I had to reevaluate a lot of. Things in my life but I just kind of. Told myself when he told me saying just. Like just do it like like you can do it. Because you will get what you want and. You will just do it because you can with. That I kind of just persevered and I. Made my film knowing that my grandfather. Would never actually watch it and never.
Find out about my like sexual identity. So six months after I made the film i’m. In finished locking the picture my. Producer and I decided to show the film. To the people who helped with giving us. The locations the people of the bails. Boat workshop in Port Jefferson Long. Island and after the screening something. Really remarkable happened there was. This old man sitting in the back who I. Didn’t really know and he can too came. Up to me and just told me like that he. Was really glad that I made the film and. I asked him why and he told me that his. Daughter. Um was gay like he had a very hard time.
Like trying to come to terms with her. Sexuality and he kind of wish he watched. The film before this ever happened. Because there wouldn’t have been that. Like five years of just not talking to. Each other I imagine that if my. Grandfather did see it he would probably. Say the same thing he would probably say. That I’m glad that you showed me this. First so I could relive like feel the. Emotions of what would be like if coming. Out turned sour so that he would kind of. Know what to do. If I could. You.